I have the Easter blues today. I walked through my garden and received an instant high looking at all of the things that are growing and things that will soon be growing. Here are some pictures:
On my day off today I made pet kerchiefs. I put them on my Etsy shop. I hope they sell. There has already been interest in them. Here are some of the designs:
Spring is my favorite season. As a gardener, in fact, as a master gardener, I look forward each year to the little life that pups up through the ground. The whole earth is alive and waiting to emerge into the world. I feel that way about myself. Winter is so deadly and long. Winter is my least favorite season. I love fall, too by the way, but spring is my favorite. I love summer because I get to watch everything grow and I get to harvest things from my garden and actually eat them. The only thing about summer in New England I don't like is the humidity. The humidity really gets to me. Sometimes I get what is called sun sickness. But if I'm really good about what hours I am outside and staying in the shade, wearing a hat then I'm okay. This spring I am called to recommit and to reaffirm my connection with Spirit. Lately, I have gotten away from my once tight relationship with Spirit and now the Universe is calling me to find my strength again with...
Although I am highly functioning, I suffer from PTSD and acute anxiety. In recent years. I also have been diagnosed with major depressive mood disorder. I have two controlled heart arrhythmias. No one would know any of this because I walk every single day. I am in great health and I pop out writings like nobody's business. I am also very creative and very intelligent. Today, during a very anxious moment that lasted for about an hour and a half. I created all of what you see in the picture below. Sometimes my anxiety makes me be super creative. It is not something I am ashamed of anymore. There are more people every day who are coming out about their anxieties. I have learned to live with mine. Walking helps me. Walking also helps me combat my type 2 diabetes. Despite all of these diagnoses, I am not down on myself nor do I feel like I should run and hide. So I just want to encourage those who feel like they should be ashamed of themselves. Don't ...
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