On my day off today I made pet kerchiefs. I put them on my Etsy shop. I hope they sell. There has already been interest in them. Here are some of the designs:
Although I am highly functioning, I suffer from PTSD and acute anxiety. In recent years. I also have been diagnosed with major depressive mood disorder. I have two controlled heart arrhythmias. No one would know any of this because I walk every single day. I am in great health and I pop out writings like nobody's business. I am also very creative and very intelligent. Today, during a very anxious moment that lasted for about an hour and a half. I created all of what you see in the picture below. Sometimes my anxiety makes me be super creative. It is not something I am ashamed of anymore. There are more people every day who are coming out about their anxieties. I have learned to live with mine. Walking helps me. Walking also helps me combat my type 2 diabetes. Despite all of these diagnoses, I am not down on myself nor do I feel like I should run and hide. So I just want to encourage those who feel like they should be ashamed of themselves. Don't ...
I have the Easter blues today. I walked through my garden and received an instant high looking at all of the things that are growing and things that will soon be growing. Here are some pictures:
I come from a family of farmers. The farmers are on my father's side. My grandfather had acres of land in Alabama and he grew his own food and sold his food as well. He also had a general store. I remember running barefoot through the fields. I remember loving the sweet taste of the watermelon. I remember just being so at peace and carefree among the life that surrounded me. I want that. I am a gardener. In fact, I am a master gardener. I have been reading this book pictured below about homesteading. I don't have acres of land and I don't know what is going to happen to me after my husband and I officially divorce. Right now we have good land enough to do what my grandfather did. I just have to ask my ancestors and my spiritual team to guide me. I'm so tired of the tension every day at work. When I went home from my teachingjob to become a mother and to raise a family, I didn't have any direction. I learned a lot of things. I had a podcast ...
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